Housing advertisements promise possibility. The search for an affordable, accessible home often feels very different.

People tell you to keep looking. They mean well. They imagine looking for housing means scrolling through listings over a morning coffee, sending a few messages, arranging a viewing, signing a lease, and moving in. That isn’t what it looks …

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Looking for something most people never have to think about.

There are sentences you’re not supposed to say out loud. “I like taking my shits here.” Read that again. It’s crude. It isn’t polished. It isn’t the sort of sentence you’d expect to open a piece of journalism. It’s also …

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Everything on this bed has a purpose. Nothing is here because I have extra space.

Someone invited me for fish and chips this morning. I wanted to go. The people inviting me weren’t offering charity. They know me. They knew me before I became homeless. They know my work, my photography, my radio background, my …

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Editorial photo illustration depicting a hospital discharge: medication, water, and a transit ticket in the foreground while a wheelchair user waits outside the emergency department.

At 4:42 a.m., I called 911. By that point, my regular medications had stopped controlling the pain. It had become so severe that simply getting from my bed to the shelter door was an ordeal. Every push on my manual …

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A composite image pairs a three-frame sequence of a passerby playfully stepping through a chalk “snake” after accepting a joking challenge with a panoramic view of the artwork that became the centrepiece of an evening of conversation, photography and spontaneous participation at Stuart Park. (Randy Millis photo composite)

I wasn’t looking for a story. I’d finished what I needed to do for the day. I was tired. I had a few hours before the last bus, and I really didn’t feel like going back to the shelter just …

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Illustrative photo: Emergency responders gather roadside during an overnight call. Photograph by Randy Millis. captured at 1:58 a.m. on March 28, 2021

Around 1:30 a.m., the need to piss arrives before full consciousness. The bathroom has been occupied for more than ten minutes. Long enough to notice. Long enough to become irritating. The fluorescent panels have been off since eleven. Emergency lighting …

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Composite sketch based on lived experience inside a communal shelter. Architectural details and identifying elements have been altered to protect privacy while preserving the emotional truth of the morning it

The accompanying illustration is a composite courtroom-style reconstruction based on lived experience. Architectural details, mural content, bed numbering, clock placement, and identifying characteristics have been altered or combined to protect privacy. It should not be interpreted as depicting any specific …

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In the corner sat a man. The third man. Hands folded. Everything he appeared to own balanced around a walker.

Three men waited for the bus at the Queensway Transit Exchange. I thought back to Charles. Earlier that evening… Yum Yum Tree. Capri Centre Mall. A large combo. Curry rice noodles. Thin. Fragile. With a sweet bite. Chop suey. Barbecue …

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Today I called. The answer was simple: keep your file active and wait five to ten years

This morning I called the BC Housing Registry. The call lasted 13 minutes. I was told my file was active. My information was updated. My mobility needs were reviewed. We discussed walkers, wheelchairs, stairs, bathtubs, income assistance, shelters, and the …

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